Love

So truth be told I have always told myself that I am never getting married, but right now at this point there is this voice in the back of my head that is tell me other wise it is crazy. I really don't see myself being with anyone cause the one that I really want to be with is already happily in a relationship with someone else.

Here is the question how can you stop loving someone that you have loved since the first time you laid eyes on them and someone that you have developed an awesome friendship with? Is there really any way to get over them seriously? After being friends with someone for seven years and being in love with them for mostly the whole seven years it just ain't that easy. My brain is saying to just leave him alone and so far so good, but my heart just can't stop thinking about him. They say that being a friend first and then a lover second always seems to make the best relationship and then when you add God to the whole picture it makes the perfect relationship as I say.

So what is love really? It's something you feel, is it having a butterfly feeling every time your around that person? Is is when that person knows just want to do to make you smile when you have had a bad night? Really what is it? Is the fact that the person just knows what to do to make everything better? Are is it knowing that with that person you will be the happiest person ever? Really love what is it? Love seems like it is something that can't be explained cause if it is all of them wrapped up in one then that means that I definitely in love. I so feel like he is the one for me but then again maybe not but I know that my heart will always belong to him no matter what. Love really what is it???